Romans 8:26-28: (The Message): Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God’s Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don’t know how or what to pray, it doesn’t matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God. That’s why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.
This week, for me, has been a test of my groaning. Monday started with a pot hole and a flat tire on the way into an already short-staffed holiday. Tuesday led to the mechanic finding a few more problems in my not-that-old car that would eventually take four days to fix, find rides from gracious friends & coworkers, and cost a lot of money. Additionally, as I'm rounding out my third year, I get the joys of applying (and paying) for state licenses and board certification exams (they don't tell you that the process of becoming a doctor doesn't end with your diploma or your residency!). And it all needs to be done--and paid for--within a few months. It's a little stressful to say the least! Just when I started feeling comfortable in my role as a senior resident, I have started stressing about the multitude of "little" things I must do to keep my career moving forward.
This week I've been reading through & soaking up Romans 8. These verses are so poignant to my life right now. It doesn't matter if I'm having a great week or a bad one--God knows it, and His Spirit is interceding for us. In great detail. Down to the penny of every cost, the second of every procedure, the mg/kg of every medication I order (yes, I'm in pediatrics!). As I strive to continue to live for Him, I can trust that He is with me every step of the way. He will make a way where there seems to be no way. He will work it all out for good--His good and mine.